Awkward "Reality"?

I'm still not sure if this is, in fact, a dream.

Last night, at around 12:30, Nurse Cutie Pie happened into my room.
I felt unable to sleep, as usual, and was very surprised to be on the receiving end of an unscheduled visit.
She locked the door behind her and walked toward me.
I asked her if anyone had seen her, and she told me "no".
Without any other words exchanged between the two of us, she stood facing me and put her hand down the front of my pants.
As she stroked me, she said "I don't want you to love me. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Now get on the bed".
As I sat on the edge of the bed, ready yet confused, she reached under her skirt and removed her panties.
She walked to the bed, pulled my pants down to my ankles, and straddled me.
She eased me inside her, watching my eyes.
With the tip of her tongue, she traced the scar on the right side of my face, following it to my mouth.
As we kissed, she bit my lips and played with my tongue.
Our breathing deepened as our pace quickened.
She leaned backward and placed her hands on my thighs.
As she rode me, she tipped her head back, breathing more and more heavily.
Without warning, she wrapped her left hand around my throat and began squeezing...choking me.
And I liked it.
I heard her begin to moan, and felt her body tighten up.
She forced herself toward me and kissed me hard as she came, squeezing my neck tightly.

I blacked out, and when I came to, my pants were pulled up and I was under the covers.

I'm in a weird place right now.

-Mr. J